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Loveless, part 1. She sat in the corner of the room, her shoulders hunched, hugging herself. Who else was there to hug her? To comfort her? Who loved her? She couldn’t answer. These questions filling her mind caused her to get up abruptly, with the intention of walking somewhere, letting off some steam, only to slump back to the floor again, landing in almost the exact same position she had been in. She cradled the nearly empty bottle of vodka to her chest, wondering why? What had she done to deserve this? What had she done wrong, to be left so unloved and alone?
&n Loveless, part 1.
by ~mariiheartsyooh

i am soberwithout toxins, or pollution, thick smoke sticking to my throat, the smell of green at 7.am, the air is cold and harsh. this is the drunken reality of being sober, the agonizing, biting reality of feeling the wind, shaking me, as though angry, as though something is not quite right. but what...? that my system is clean...? that i don't want it to be...? howling, begging for relief, the wind bites my naked ankles, reminding me of the icy chill inside, with no mercy. maybe i don't make sense,
maybe i want to live in the dark, maybe i want to g i am sober
by ~mariiheartsyooh

_Fucked.Up_ .People.my skin feels the blade, his heart feels the pain, ii'm sorii.
with my blood~stained knife, ii'm taking his life, and ii'm sorii.
tears staining my cheeks, arms scarring for weeks, for that, ii'm sorii.
the pain that ii'm feeling, is nothing to the hurt that he's stealing, and for that, oh god ii'm so sorii.
the only cuts that aren't healing, are the one's he's now feeling, because of me, and ii'm sorii.
ii wake him when ii can't sleep, he worries when ii can't eat, ii didn't mean to do this.
my _Fucked.Up_ .People.
by ~mariiheartsyooh

ACryForHelp?screaming for something that's missing - screaming, but they won't listen.
save me before i hurt myself, ii'm crying out to you for help. take my hand && show me how, or have we lost all hope now?
this addiction is slowly killing me, ii'm nothing like ii used to be. reach for the nearest blade ii see, then hold my breath && count to three.
feel cold metal touch my skin, the beautiful pain as it sinks in. bleeding on the bathroom floor, 'cos they're not listening anymore.
screaming for something that's missing, screaming, but t ACryForHelp?
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Sat May 10, 2008, 12:14 PM

Mood: Miserable

as she sits in the corner
face to the floor,
she dispels smoke from from her lips
and slowly floats away with it,
letting go of so much pain
her tears are thick enough to stain,
the pavement that slowly becomes
her best friend when she needs to run away...

this is your time to weep,
this is your time to morn,
not yet time to build up ~
just a time to tear down
old walls

does it help to say 'ii'm sorry'?
if so, then ii'm sorry that your so unhappy,
this life, those lies, are starting to get you down.
darling don't let them drag you around...
&& saying "it's my fault" doesn't help repeated,
but time, love and Jesus seems to beat it..
she'll find out this is harder than
taking medicine

she's still waiting for the fire;
seeing smoke and waiting for the fire.

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~druide Feb 3, 2009, 9:07:04 AM

hey, thanks for the

be aware of vampires!!

~thesilenceRHIAN Aug 6, 2008, 11:02:42 AM

wanna play THE Game

i was watchin a vid
an they played this game
now im trying to get as many ppl to join in as possible

it has 3 rules
1. youre not allowed to think of the game
2. if you think of the game you lose
3. when you lose you must announce that youve lost THE Game

have fun
it goes on for days

have more people join in

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~TheObsidianCat Aug 3, 2008, 6:27:16 PM

Thanks for the favorite!

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~mariiheartsyooh Jul 23, 2008, 12:40:23 PM

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&& the moment ii fell in lurvee, was the moment ii realised ii couldn't hold him close enough... <3

~AzraelDarkAngel540 May 24, 2008, 2:50:37 PM

thanks for the favs and comments!!

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